Randomly unconventional...!!!

Wanting more from today than yesterday is into the nature of survival. As much as I believe in this law of nature… I do follow it myself. And with everyday passing by I try and make sure that I achieve what I wish for.

Yet even after multiple weeks – months - years and decades until now all of it seems like just another ordinary day.

Certainly dreams have no bounds and no ends; though the strange part is, the more you dream the more you want to actualize it in reality. And once you do so it just keeps on adding to the list of never ending list of aspirations.

Ironically all this leads onto the dilemma when the fear of losing grows along with the growing account of the achievements you have.

Which also explains that dreams definitely binds you along with itself.

Time- People- Money- Work and what not seems to fall in different directions altogether and suddenly my life looks like a crash project I’m venturing onto!!!

Well it isn’t hard to believe the fact that in this frenzy dilemma of practicality to find yourself is a difficult task. Though I firmly believe it isn’t an impossible one for myself atleast…

Ohhh well to pursue the so-called terms and conditions set by others wasn’t my cup of tea I guess. Without denying it I shall admit my life wasn’t such a big deal only until I wanted to make a great deal out of it…

Agreed that not all dare enough to change the world but I guess I dared enough to change my world.

Indeed my dream has always been to chase spontaneity with randomness… since ever.

Well to my surprise it was never too late to get started... and quest my abilities to desire!!!! 

Sounds a little filmy though I did 

like to end up saying that to check out the unusual spark around; all you need to do is,

Start with the change within you…

Start it today from this very moment itself… 

Start dreaming to dream and fulfill them as well…

Start living….

Go onto a search for your existence irrespective of all odds to outreach your desires eagerly.... cause it’s never too late to start afresh!!!!

Basically don’t just do all that what has already been done…

“As you don’t always need a plan to Breath… Trust… Let Go and See what Happens!"

After all in the end it’s the journey that matters and not just the destination… Until I find my destination I shall drive onto my impulsive instinct on this journey to make is as randomly unconventional as it can be.

Cause I’m sure I will be wanting more from tomorrow than today.

That firm evenness in-between all the odds...

“What is this life if, full of care,

We have no time to stand and stare.”         

                            By- William Henry Davies

                           Poem- Leisure

With each day passing by, I have observed and experienced the meaning of every word of the statement mentioned above. As its clearly evident that everyone around is in a constant rush to finish or get done with something or the other existing into his or her life.

On the other side of the picture there can be various reasons for such kind of expeditious behavior of one and all; one of the apprehension in my opinion is the sudden realization of the harsh truth, i.e. "to live you have to work, with mere two options accept it or leave it...!!! ".

May be, it sounds a little more than quirky to accept this facet of life but then this is how life is everywhere around this world.

Need of the hour may be different for different individuals though it certainly actualizes into similar results which leads to distraction from ourselves, while we are trying to adjust through the phase of earning our living hood and in search of a better living. The unfairness of it all comes alive when we often tend to forget to visualize our own dreams, following them is out of question.

No matter how stern the above said fact of life is, it sheerly fails to conclude that you can or should ignore your own being in- between all the odd rushes of life...

Cause its not just the situation who choose us but also we, who choose to be a part of it. Rather for better understanding of the situation we did let things happen to you and later find enough space to analyze the change to react to it appropriately.

Moreover, CHANGE is the word that makes all the difference. In addition to that what keeps me amazed is the abrupt truth that despite of knowing that “the only thing, which is constant around us, is change”; and we still happen to fear changes. No matter how much we want to avoid the changes around us, we cannot afford to ignore them. It might be difficult but not impossible to hold onto all the convergences and divergences into varied situations happening to all of us. As a matter of choice why not try and get adapted to the changes around or start creating new changes to let the surroundings suit you. And this will surely help us to seek comfort with change.

As one thing being sure that, “Life will move on...without even asking you. It simply believes in taking you along with its flow and it barely matters if you agree to move on or not.... Life just takes you with itself...!!!!"

From now on try to live for today, live it up all for once without forgetting yourself while searching for a better life; given a thought how incomplete your own life will in your absence itself. Rather for a change take some time out from your daily routine and devote it to yourself. Experience the essence of spontaneity in life as and when it comes to you cause sometimes its good to search for and enjoy the undiscovered evenness that resides within you while you deal with all the odd rushes around….!!!!

J    

sOmEtImEs I wIsH....!!!!!

Sometimes I wish I wasn’t me….

Sounds a little dramatic, yet I’m sure it would be interesting enough to try that someday… cause since a while until now…. my mind has been into a constant conflict with my heart about this feeling of weirdness which has been crumpling inside me…. as if all the desires have been left with no meaning… and my instincts don’t seem to be believable…

And with each day passing by I’m left with this autocratic thought of confusion forcing me to choose between reality and my credence….

But something more interesting happened to me this morning; while sitting on the steps, looking around the neighborhood, wondering why, life at times, can seem not so great. But in that second, it took me to just think; that my life could change faster than a blink…. And probably that mere thought of change made me question myself; 

 “Is this a reason why we should cherish our lives the way it is?

Not knowing when our loved ones may suddenly perish. Living everyday, like it was our last, for our days could be very long or go by very fast.”

And also as one of the most famous dialogues of  a hindi movie goes along saying, ‘haso, muskurao, khush raho…… kya pata kal ho naa ho’

I discovered myself to be soo dumb in itself, that all this while I have given enough consideration to my struggling strife…. without realizing the authenticity of being blessed enough to come along so far with much more happiness than sadness in this journey of life….

I’m sure that it not too late to entice all those beautiful moments of joy and jubilance.

Certainly I wish to attach all of them in a single thread, which will help me to hold them forever along with me to feel the bliss and rejoice along with it….

Time has changed and will change further… who knows what is going to stay forever… One thing being sure that life is being wasted while the time we spend preparing to live it through…. 

Therefore I’m going to let it all go and live it up with the flow… as there shall be no way to get away if I keep choosing between things around without living the intensity of that spur of moment.

So now henceforth I wish to cherish each moment of my life and take nothing for granted, not say things that shouldn’t be chanted. If this were the last day I would have on earth, I would greatly accept my life, for what it’s been worth all this while.

Tomorrow isn’t promised to me or to anyone else around, don’t wait for tomorrow, do it all today, if tomorrow never comes, you’ll never regret a day…  cause if everything around is not going right, it doesn’t means that everything is meant to be wrong as well…. And as the sun shines and stars keep twinkling I can always keep trying to fit in my dreams accordingly…

Ultimately to wrap up on the whole I now wish that I don’t forget to keep smiling for all the dearests people around me and myself as well cause I have lately comprehended the fact that my life may not be perfect; yet  it’s definitely far away from imperfection… and that should be a good enough reason to hold that piece of grin along with me and be the way I am !!!!  J