Saturday 10 December 2022

Oh... LOVE!!!

Oh Dear Ankit!

Until about 8 months ago, I nearly never knew what love can mean and change me as a person. I mostly wondered, love is this thing that is all the cheesy-cheeky stuff romanticized only in our heads or mentioned in some form of literature or art form. It is certainly for a few lucky ones I have had the chance to witness in my life. But that is not my thing, like nahhh. At least for my own self I thought who is ever going to bring out love in the purest form. 

And then one very FINE day with the least expectations I met you, not to forget with the whole jing-bang of arranged marriage meeting hyped set-up. It was one of those days where I had too many mixed emotions and was so pissed that I had declared to my mom that this is the last time I am coming along with you for such a meeting. Alas! The Universe did hear me out. And little did I know, you were gonna be the one for me. 

I must confess, I have been attracted to you from the first hesitant stare/glance we had at each other. The first conversation went out to be random enough that we discussed quite literally anything on earth. And with so much ease & comfort. So much so that it barely consumed anytime to pass the bridge of those initial formal interaction to now roasting each other every now & then. 

Everything about love and our story is not dreamy, it does come with its equal share of difference of thoughts and opinions about life and the kind of life we plan to live together. As much detailed as we plan, our lives will surprise and shock us in more ways than we know. In the midst of all the surprises and shocks I am excited to be by your side.  

I always thought, I have been mostly in control of my emotions. In that lieu I ended up holding onto my emotional side in front anyone else. Especially expressing why I cried if ever I do. The major change I noticed in myself is not holding onto my emotions at all now. The emotional side of me just flows like a running river does to the ocean side. And trust me its so liberating.

Oh Dear Ankit, now that we are married for a few days already I am witnessing some very prominent changes in my life and all around me. Luckily all these changes are fairly positive so far. When I imagine about the odds of us meeting and the chemistry that struck between us; all of it feels like pure magic that was destined to happen. I can never thank the Universe enough for bringing you into my life. And I am not even going attempt to the abundant blissfulness you let me be in with the mix comfort and challenges you come along for me.      

In this whole wide world, nahhh in this whole wide Universe I get to spend this beautiful life ahead along with you. As much as I trust in creating my own destiny, I now trust the Universe as it has better plans already written for us. 

Looking forward to waking up to you every morning, laughing together until my stomach hurts, watching spectacular sunsets along with sunrises, crushing my diet with eating some delicious & authentic delicacies of our hometown, chatting over coffee dates, chilling out with nearly no agenda but holding hands, judging & bitching about the random errands, vacationing at some exotic and non-exotic locations on earth, loving to letting you love me and most importantly taking care of each other for this lifetime.       

Indeed! I am in in delight with the taste of Love as a mixture of all the emotions and its gorgeousness in every possible way.